Sometimes the universe is so on target. I have been processing where I have been in the last few years. Two years ago my relationship was in turmoil, my music business was in shambles, and I was in a train wreck in many areas of my life. After many years of what appeared to be futile effort, I slowly and steadily began to give up on my visions and dreams. It has taken a lot of focused effort to climb out of the cesspool of self-doubt and resentment.